Sunday, July 31, 2011

Mind

Verse 1

Why do angels always leave
and never hear a goodbye
I've always believed
they would deceive you and fly

I have been left behind
I have been lost in my mind
and I can't seem to find
my way back to reality. Have I been blind
from the start?

Chorus

Why am I
unable to fly
away from my regrettable troubles
My life always trembles
and fall into pieces
Oh please save me
Don't leave me be

I've always cried
in my sleep
I've even tried
to sustain and keep
my agony and misery locked up.

Verse 2

I don't want to forget
the memories I've collected
with my eyes but they seem to have disappeared
and it's been my great regret

My mind is confused
I've lost track of reality
My thoughts are complicated
I'm losing a trace of my only identity

Chorus

Bridge

Why did I choose to suffer
because I can't remember
who I am anymore
I wish my despair will live no more

I've got to take a risk
write history on a disc
It's time for me
to liberate myself and flee

I can't keep on living like forever
I don't want to cover
myself from the world
I can't always be told

I can't follow my own dreams
Let me walk on the cloudy streams
I won't let them catch my attention
I am making my own decision

Am I letting temptation
get my attention
I've left my discretion
in my imagination

Chorus

Outro

But if I fall apart
who will put me back altogether?
Why does it matter
if I lose my heart?

Stand Alone or Fly Away

Verse 1
I stand here alone
on my own
There is no one
and they are all gone

Angels can't always help you
nor can they save you
from your neverending
pain.There are no such things
as miracles.

There is no one to depend
on, no one to mend
your wistful heart
'cause they will start
to leave you behind
and forget to find you

Chorus
Why do they always leave
you out, never come back
and never hear them say goodbye

As if I'm trapped in a cave
as dark and black
I just don't know why

Who will hear me
from far far away
or help me flee
on a momentous day?

I just hope I won't fall
into a thousand shards
as the house of cards
will never tremble at all

Verse 2
Oh please don't you cry
It saddens me to see you weep
We may all fly away and say goodbye
for the last time
But always sleep
with a thought I will
always be in your sole heart still

I know its breaks
your martyred soul to see
your friends here and gone
Doesn't mean it takes
you away from their memory
Believe me there is always somone

You just have to believe
and never let misery make you grieve.
They are just mere illusions
from their vile persuasions
to get your attention
Don't let it get into your sole intention
They will grab you away from your discretion
with a despairing temptation
they will know you are soulfully weak

Chorus

Bridge
I know it's hard to see
everyone go away to be free
but I've been sustaining my own pain
I can't keep on living like this ever again
Maybe it's not because I feel unembraced
by others, but I don't have the intention
nor the courage for my wishful redemption
I don't want to always wonder
what life would be like outside Vancouver

Chorus

Outro
I wish someone could hear me
and I prithee
send me word far from where I be

Monday, July 18, 2011

Young at Heart and Soul

Verse
I still remember the times
when we were so young
It was never a crime
to do something wrong

We may have made mistakes
but we've to take risks
You may still think we're immature
and stupid, but we're more than what you think
Rebellion is in our nature
so let the thoughts of bad behaviours sink
into the bottom

We are born wild
to live a life not so mild
We can't help ourselves
sustain our pains in book shelves

Chorus
My life is in a cage
and I am sick of being good
Let my heart be in rage
So I let out my true
self

I just wanna live in my world
'cause it can't hold
up my agony
so let me make my own memory

Verse 2
Just because you say I don't
know a lot about the world,
doesn't mean I won't
be able to survive, so please let me explore

I don't wanna keep
feeling trapped my whole life
That's why I can't sleep
as blisslfully as my heart was so alive

Chorus

Bridge
I may not have perfect friends
I may not have as much confidence
as you
You may tell me
I can't follow my dream
I'm not as happy
as I thought I would be
doesn't mean you can't let me try
Let me scream
loud and proud
Let me be free

Chorus

Outro
Let me fly away
for a thousand days
Let me discover
and unveil the cover

Short Stuff

She may not be as tall as a person of average height
but she can carry objects with a heavy weight
When she sees a child of ages 3 or 4
her eyes are as wide as a boar
with her sweetly adored glance
of a baby that can dance
She may look like Chad Kroeger
with a short dirty blond hair
but she ain't no bugger
just make sure you don't stare
for too long
She may have done some things wrong
with fights and all
but she defends for her friends afterall
She and I are the jokers of our class
but we don't make asses
of ourselves. I wrote this for you Man
Let's drink as much beer as we can
before we get in trouble
Well, make it double
When we think Doctor Who
we say WOO HOO!!
David Tennant may make us squee...
but at least we don't sing with glee
We both dated a guy named Chris
and no... not Darren Criss
nor Chris Colfer Chris
Diss or Piss
I hope they don't think I did it on purpose
And please - They're no Jack Harkness
and Ianto Jones
nor are they Janto
If you think we're not cool
then you are a fool

Friday, July 15, 2011

Minature Set

The world is a minature set
and we are the vivified puppets.
An artist creates his fantasy
for his work of art he wishes to share.
We may not have strings to be controlled
nor may we seem so molded
as clay or plastic but we are made
to become whoever the child wants
us to pretend or to be.
He can create his dolls and action figures
to animate life and play random characters
but he saved his leading roles for his two
favorite and most adorned toys: Barbie and Ken
Our destinies are written on paper for not all
survive in a tragic event as we each have prophecies
to establish, but there are those that fall and those that
rise.
We are not always happy and joyful as can be for
plots in each of us are to be occurred by one of such
grotesque and merciless heart, filled with hatred and
deception who would have the audacity to challenge us.
We have pasts we are not so proud of and we are not as
audacious to share our shame with you.
There are many a surprise you may not expect
for it is a secret one will never reveal until you wait and see for yourself
We may be different persons, but we are like you
no matter what the situation
To create something is to come alive from your mind and soul.
To tell a tall tale is to write from your heart and life.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Lonely Love

I cry at night
in my lonely sleep
as a child abandoned with
a horrendous sight
why do hearts gentlly and slowly crack so deep?

My agonzing pain
with diamond drops
let it rain
from my reddened eyes until it stops

I can only feel
the warmth of a blanket
where no one will heal
my cold shivers, I bet
I'll never know for real

When two bodies meet
from face to face,
I long for a heat
to discover an embrace

Without a voice
I long to hear,
I have a choice
to be found here

When friends come and go,
where am I, but lost,
stranded with a cost?
Somwhere I'll never know

When I meet,
I learn to be discreet.
But when they fly
away, I only hear a goodbye.
No more shall we greet,
let me rot to lie
with maggots and die.

Where is my mother?
Where is my father?
Why leave me
and let it be?

If I know not of love,
I remember not of a jubilant kiss.
If I'll know never of such bliss,
when will I find peace as a ghostly dove

I cannot bear
with no one to share
my wanted love
as an ecstasy from heaven above

To be unadorned
and to be uncared
for, will be my greatest fear
I dare not to endure

I may always stand
alone with a thousand
of white and silver hair,
but I am strong
enough to bear.
There is nothing wrong
to have no friends
to make amends

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Monarchs without Crowns

It is not a person with a magnificent headdress                 
It is not portayed in fine robes with fancy threads
It is not the voice of the sophisticated and well mannered
It is not well divine
It is not born with royal blood
It is not wealthy nor rich
It is not a winner
It does not have the perfect life
It is not conservative
It does not control its particular country
It is never perfect
It does not worry about it's reputation
It is not raised and taught to fight in combat and in war
It does not worry about getting dirty
It is not a virgin
It does not want to be stuck with the same traditions
It does not treat subjects, disciples, fans, or followers badly
It is not a boring life
It won't stand down for anyone but itself
It is not always normal
It doesn not have an entourage
It is not always heterosexual
It does not lie to it's people
It does not pretend to be who it is not
It may not create laws, but it may create ideas
It may not be as wise as professors and teachers, but it is as wise as philosophers and scholars
It does not care about money, but one needs it for living to survive
It is not afraid to take risks, no matter what
It is not weak to survive in danger
It is not afraid to love someone, despite sex, age, gender, looks and social status; Love knows no limits
It does not judge
It does not hate everything, but it hates to be heartbroken
It is not afraid to rebel against society for it's rights
It is not like every normal person who follow trends through the media and set its own
It is not afraid to speak for itself
But it is just one simple individual with an extraordinary mind, who sticks to it's beliefs and principles
through creativity and imagination